...unfinished random thoughts

It is a feeling
that lies beneath
the hazardous shadows
of my heart's beat


as i fell off
that lonely trap
i ve only realised
that life's the cage


and as i uncover
how lonliness kills me
i must admit
im only alive living it


i look at the bottom
and see a blurred shadow
of what is to be
and yet be it so shallow


and that's a reminder
of how short is life
but we keep on living
in the shadows of past


we want to uncover

unfolded past

but want to keep shrouded
our most dreaded tales

we try to recover
and heal our bruises
only with images
of our future losses

whilst alienation
helps us stroll by
guilt and remorse
remain in the aisle

but there is no way 
to escape this struggle
other than forgiving
and move along the lines